Depression is quiet. Not peaceful quiet. The kind that sits in a chair and stares at a wall. The kind that boils the kettle and forgets why.

This is a journal of that. Not a recovery manual, not a guide in the self-help sense. Just an honest account of what it looks like to get through the day when getting through the day is the whole point.

It exists because keeping things inside doesn't make them smaller. It makes them heavier. Writing things down, drawing them, saying them out loud, finding whatever way works for you to let them out — it helps. This book is one version of that.

It's free everywhere I can make it free: this site, itch.io, Kobo, Apple Books and Google Play. On Amazon it will be the minimum price they allow, and whatever that earns will go to a mental health charity each year.

If any of this sounds familiar, you're not alone, and you don't have to keep it to yourself.

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